the first

i like the internet. i like the sense of anonymity it provides (although this is obviously merely a false sense of security...theres really no hiding out here). maybe with the illusion of secrecy ill finally be able to get something out of my jumbled brain.

you see, i would very much like to write a book one day.... or at least publish a short story, but as of right now i have neither the time nor the ambition. (please don't judge me based on this, and i really dont need to be encouraged, to do either of these things would be to miss the point completely)

so i will write and maybe someone will read my words....maybe someone will even understand them...but if they are lost amongst the rubble of cyberspace i think i will manage. just as long as they are out, somewhere but here.

and so...